I wish to be the girl I was 6 months back...
Losing what I treasured the most, made me lose myself. I look in the mirror but i don't see me. The girl looks like me, alright. But then it isn't me. Her thoughts are not mine. Her facial expression doesn't belong to the girl I knew, the girl I was. I wish to be the kid I was 6 months back . I wish to be the soft, sensitive and innocent little girl I liked being. Not the hardened piece of rock i have become...
And there is only one path I see. A path that I don't want to follow , but I am forced to. No option of turning back. There's no time to stop and stare. The pit gets deeper and deeper. The more I try to hold on, the deeper I fall .
Truth has lost all meaning. The darkness grows. So do the complexities of life. Nothing is simple. Nothing feels right. My soul feels bare. I feel exposed. I feel empty. Nothing can fill this void you've left. Not time, Not hope, Not faith...Nothing.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time. I wish I could just stop, sit where I am , not move. I want to wait, wait for a sign, wait for something positive, wait for you to come back. I am turning into a monster. I am lost without my friend , my hero , my brother. Come back to where you belong, and help me trace my steps back. Help me be me again... Help us be us. You are all that I had. I love you.
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