1. Because you love your Z baby.
2. You miss me when I am not around.
3. You pretended that you're not interested but you always paid attention to what I said.
4. You laughed at all my jokes.
5. You're so protective about me.
6. You trusted me with your secrets.
7. You always treat me like a baby.
8. Strangely, you'd talk to me about "things".
9. You never wanted to hear about my crushes because it made you uncomfortable.
10. The way you would order me about.
11. You told me to do little things for you, like iron your shirt.
12. You'd hug me when i did something good.
13. You'd listen to all my "girl stuff" and then feel disgusted.
14. You always made me hear the latest songs. I miss you whenever I hear a funny Punjabi song or any
song for that matter.
15. You're always well dressed. You made me more conscious about my style.
16. You'd always laugh when I made a fool out of myself. ( I did it on purpose, just for you)
17. You'd hug me when I did your work.
18. The way we fought all the time. I miss all those meaningless arguments .
19. When I'd lecture you , you'd listen without interrupting . (In the end you'd call me a grandma and we
would end up laughing!)
20. You'd always sit next to me in a movie, and tell me whats going on . Without you , I'd be clueless.
21. Our love for Batman !
22. You always took me out when I was low.
23. You always got me chocolate cake !
24. The way you called me Z , ZTUP, motti ...
25. You'd always make funny songs on me (all the radio jingles were turned into poems on me).
26. I'd always get mad at you whenever you teased me. I'd run to my room and slam the door. In five
minutes you'd come to get me . And call me a drama queen.
27. I shared all my juicy stories with you. You'd pretend that you don't care. But you'd keep saying
"matlab" to know all the details .
28. You taught me how to drive.
29. You'd always take my opinion while dressing up, buying clothes(if I am around).
30. You chose my pink laptop <3
31. You'd always appreciate my art work.
32. You'd always get so many gifts for me and if I liked something you got for yourself, you'd never say
no.
33. You always shared your apple-pie with me.
34. Once when you were in Bangalore , and homesick , you wanted me to come there to spend time
with you.
35. You saved all the birthday cards I sent you.
36. Your hand-me-downs are my favorite clothes.
37. I loved watching F1 because of you. I love ferrari because of you.
38. Our love for Kimi Raikkonen!
39. Our love for SF !
40. I loved the way you called me your chottu and assistant.
41. You let me use your spaceship comforter.
42. You were always honest and real.
43. You always had great respect for elders. You never answered back.
44. You loved little children. I used to hate them ! But now , I have started liking them too...
45. They loved you.
46. Our "gedis" !
47. Loud music in your car.
48. You'd always drive me around whenever I asked you and pick me up when it would get late.
49. I love the way you sleep . Just like a baby . Whenever mom sent me to wake you up, I 'd try my best,
then give up and come sleep next to you.
50. You'd let me karaoke in your room and never threw me out !
51. I loved hearing you laugh when you'd watch TV shows on your laptop with ear phones on.
52. You never hid anything from us.
53. Our visits to food world gourmet (sigh!) . You'd turn into a little kid who'd want everything, and I had to be the evil mommy !
54. You called me borbarella because of my curly hair.
55. Whenever we fought and mom came in to make us stop, we'd team up, and blame it all on her ! :)
56. When we were small, you'd let me play with your friends when they came home.
57. Watching Andaaz Apna Apna and Haseena Maan Jayegi !
58. You were so deep. I found out after snooping around in your room (and I told you about it).
59. We saw so many good movies together in the train once. And we fought a lot too that time. All the
little kids were starring at us.
60. When we went searching for Bangalore mirror that night ;)
61. You had knowledge about everything. Places, movies, songs, people, cars, gadgets, clothes... phew!
I can never be like you.
62. You'd always come to my window and ask me how I was and if I wanted anything.
63. Whenever you got anything for yourself, you got it for me too. I'd always forget. sorry !
64. The way you'd hold me while getting pictures clicked.
65. You called me garfield and snowbell. and those were your favorite cats !
66. You attended all your morning lectures in the 5th semester because of me.
67. You were always so neat and tidy.
68. When we were very small, you'd scare me at night so that I'd cry and go to mom and dad and we
could sleep in their room . I still know the tune you hummed to scare me.
69. You always stuck around on my birthday. Last year, I din't even see you until later in the night :(
70. We fought like 9-10 year olds. Mom always told us to grow up !
71. Whenever we were not home , we would never fight . Even if I screamed at you !
72. I remember once you grabbed me from my collar, and it din't even hurt me. But you kept apologizing the whole time. I'd never do that.
73. I'd always beat you at tekken. And you never denied it !
74. The way you'd finish all your PS games in 2-3 days ! So annoying for all of us. But at times, it was not so bad .
75. You always told me to get an open jeep. You wanted me to name it Jhareete di gaddi. And we'd go around in it with hockey sticks at the back.
76. We always shared the chocolate fudge in Hard Rock !
77. We could never study in the same room. We'd always end up talking.
78. I'd always make your diagrams and graphs. 2 hours before submission.
79. I could tell you anything , everything. Now I just miss not having you around. There's no one to talk with. There's no one i can share my idiotic stories with :(
80. You always made it a point to take me out ,chill and talk. I miss all our dinners.
81. GM ! The only time we were home and never fought ! And faking the stomach ache , and getting mom , badi mama and dad involved in our scheme ;)
82. Watching Ninja hattodi and Perman. I hate watching it alone.
83. We'd never sit across each other ! You always kicked me from under the table and irritate me .
84. I like going to the gurudwara because you liked going there.
85. I'd always end up making a fool out of myself in front of all the office people. I'd be embarrassed and you'd end up laughing your ass off !
86. We both got scars on the right side of our foreheads !
87. You saw all the bad, weird, stupid , dumb movies I took you to.
88. All the songs I liked were "gay" or "girly", and all the songs you liked were supercool .
89. You took me to the "chick-stores" ;)
90. You never got jealous of me. There are so many times when I have been jealous of you.
91. You were always so cool and calm about everything. I'd get worked up and you just teased me more.
92. You lied to me that you were going to Goa , when you were only going home to meet dad when he wasn't well. You din't want me to get worked up because I had exams.
93. You'd always ask me to make Pasta for you . You'd say its the best you've ever had !
94. I loved playing burn out with you. But I always lost.
95. You taught me organic chemistry once before a big test and I did really well.
96. In school we always pretended that we din't know each other. But it was never like that in college.
97. We were once playing the snake pop game and then I saw a real snake outside and told you !
98. You and dad tried your best to make me a non-vegetarian. Sadly it din't work .
99. You liked the cakes I baked .
100. You taught me how to get my subs made.
101. You never told anyone about the planetarium incident. You tortured me all the time , but you never told a single soul about it. SSudio ;)
I love you bhai...and miss you loads, everyday, ever minute , every second. And most of the times when I think about you I can only laugh at all the things we did. But it really sucks not having you around. There are so many things I want to share with you. I miss your face , your smile, your voice, your smell, your hugs. I don't even know if you can see me, hear me . But I know you're there somewhere, smiling with the naughty twinkle in your eyes. I have changed , a lot. And I try to take all the good things from you and be a better person. But I can never be you. Please come back...
2. You miss me when I am not around.
3. You pretended that you're not interested but you always paid attention to what I said.
4. You laughed at all my jokes.
5. You're so protective about me.
6. You trusted me with your secrets.
7. You always treat me like a baby.
8. Strangely, you'd talk to me about "things".
9. You never wanted to hear about my crushes because it made you uncomfortable.
10. The way you would order me about.
11. You told me to do little things for you, like iron your shirt.
12. You'd hug me when i did something good.
13. You'd listen to all my "girl stuff" and then feel disgusted.
14. You always made me hear the latest songs. I miss you whenever I hear a funny Punjabi song or any
song for that matter.
15. You're always well dressed. You made me more conscious about my style.
16. You'd always laugh when I made a fool out of myself. ( I did it on purpose, just for you)
17. You'd hug me when I did your work.
18. The way we fought all the time. I miss all those meaningless arguments .
19. When I'd lecture you , you'd listen without interrupting . (In the end you'd call me a grandma and we
would end up laughing!)
20. You'd always sit next to me in a movie, and tell me whats going on . Without you , I'd be clueless.
21. Our love for Batman !
22. You always took me out when I was low.
23. You always got me chocolate cake !
24. The way you called me Z , ZTUP, motti ...
25. You'd always make funny songs on me (all the radio jingles were turned into poems on me).
26. I'd always get mad at you whenever you teased me. I'd run to my room and slam the door. In five
minutes you'd come to get me . And call me a drama queen.
27. I shared all my juicy stories with you. You'd pretend that you don't care. But you'd keep saying
"matlab" to know all the details .
28. You taught me how to drive.
29. You'd always take my opinion while dressing up, buying clothes(if I am around).
30. You chose my pink laptop <3
31. You'd always appreciate my art work.
32. You'd always get so many gifts for me and if I liked something you got for yourself, you'd never say
no.
33. You always shared your apple-pie with me.
34. Once when you were in Bangalore , and homesick , you wanted me to come there to spend time
with you.
35. You saved all the birthday cards I sent you.
36. Your hand-me-downs are my favorite clothes.
37. I loved watching F1 because of you. I love ferrari because of you.
38. Our love for Kimi Raikkonen!
39. Our love for SF !
40. I loved the way you called me your chottu and assistant.
41. You let me use your spaceship comforter.
42. You were always honest and real.
43. You always had great respect for elders. You never answered back.
44. You loved little children. I used to hate them ! But now , I have started liking them too...
45. They loved you.
46. Our "gedis" !
47. Loud music in your car.
48. You'd always drive me around whenever I asked you and pick me up when it would get late.
49. I love the way you sleep . Just like a baby . Whenever mom sent me to wake you up, I 'd try my best,
then give up and come sleep next to you.
50. You'd let me karaoke in your room and never threw me out !
51. I loved hearing you laugh when you'd watch TV shows on your laptop with ear phones on.
52. You never hid anything from us.
53. Our visits to food world gourmet (sigh!) . You'd turn into a little kid who'd want everything, and I had to be the evil mommy !
54. You called me borbarella because of my curly hair.
55. Whenever we fought and mom came in to make us stop, we'd team up, and blame it all on her ! :)
56. When we were small, you'd let me play with your friends when they came home.
57. Watching Andaaz Apna Apna and Haseena Maan Jayegi !
58. You were so deep. I found out after snooping around in your room (and I told you about it).
59. We saw so many good movies together in the train once. And we fought a lot too that time. All the
little kids were starring at us.
60. When we went searching for Bangalore mirror that night ;)
61. You had knowledge about everything. Places, movies, songs, people, cars, gadgets, clothes... phew!
I can never be like you.
62. You'd always come to my window and ask me how I was and if I wanted anything.
63. Whenever you got anything for yourself, you got it for me too. I'd always forget. sorry !
64. The way you'd hold me while getting pictures clicked.
65. You called me garfield and snowbell. and those were your favorite cats !
66. You attended all your morning lectures in the 5th semester because of me.
67. You were always so neat and tidy.
68. When we were very small, you'd scare me at night so that I'd cry and go to mom and dad and we
could sleep in their room . I still know the tune you hummed to scare me.
69. You always stuck around on my birthday. Last year, I din't even see you until later in the night :(
70. We fought like 9-10 year olds. Mom always told us to grow up !
71. Whenever we were not home , we would never fight . Even if I screamed at you !
72. I remember once you grabbed me from my collar, and it din't even hurt me. But you kept apologizing the whole time. I'd never do that.
73. I'd always beat you at tekken. And you never denied it !
74. The way you'd finish all your PS games in 2-3 days ! So annoying for all of us. But at times, it was not so bad .
75. You always told me to get an open jeep. You wanted me to name it Jhareete di gaddi. And we'd go around in it with hockey sticks at the back.
76. We always shared the chocolate fudge in Hard Rock !
77. We could never study in the same room. We'd always end up talking.
78. I'd always make your diagrams and graphs. 2 hours before submission.
79. I could tell you anything , everything. Now I just miss not having you around. There's no one to talk with. There's no one i can share my idiotic stories with :(
80. You always made it a point to take me out ,chill and talk. I miss all our dinners.
81. GM ! The only time we were home and never fought ! And faking the stomach ache , and getting mom , badi mama and dad involved in our scheme ;)
82. Watching Ninja hattodi and Perman. I hate watching it alone.
83. We'd never sit across each other ! You always kicked me from under the table and irritate me .
84. I like going to the gurudwara because you liked going there.
85. I'd always end up making a fool out of myself in front of all the office people. I'd be embarrassed and you'd end up laughing your ass off !
86. We both got scars on the right side of our foreheads !
87. You saw all the bad, weird, stupid , dumb movies I took you to.
88. All the songs I liked were "gay" or "girly", and all the songs you liked were supercool .
89. You took me to the "chick-stores" ;)
90. You never got jealous of me. There are so many times when I have been jealous of you.
91. You were always so cool and calm about everything. I'd get worked up and you just teased me more.
92. You lied to me that you were going to Goa , when you were only going home to meet dad when he wasn't well. You din't want me to get worked up because I had exams.
93. You'd always ask me to make Pasta for you . You'd say its the best you've ever had !
94. I loved playing burn out with you. But I always lost.
95. You taught me organic chemistry once before a big test and I did really well.
96. In school we always pretended that we din't know each other. But it was never like that in college.
97. We were once playing the snake pop game and then I saw a real snake outside and told you !
98. You and dad tried your best to make me a non-vegetarian. Sadly it din't work .
99. You liked the cakes I baked .
100. You taught me how to get my subs made.
101. You never told anyone about the planetarium incident. You tortured me all the time , but you never told a single soul about it. SSudio ;)
I love you bhai...and miss you loads, everyday, ever minute , every second. And most of the times when I think about you I can only laugh at all the things we did. But it really sucks not having you around. There are so many things I want to share with you. I miss your face , your smile, your voice, your smell, your hugs. I don't even know if you can see me, hear me . But I know you're there somewhere, smiling with the naughty twinkle in your eyes. I have changed , a lot. And I try to take all the good things from you and be a better person. But I can never be you. Please come back...
We also miss him a lot but are so helpless that life has to just go on. We are lucky and blessed to have shared our lives with him. May peace be with him
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