I was thinking about the time when you called me three years back , from Bangalore. We must have spoken for two hours !!! I remember mom yelling at me " How can you talk so much !?!"
We never spoke much. Our conversations lasted a minute or two. I remember once in school you told me something and I went and told dad even though I wasn't supposed to. I guess after that we never talked much about ourselves. Being your nosy little sister it was my job to know the happenings of your life. I did snoop around at times. Every time I discovered something new, I'd feel so proud of myself .
But that day it was different. We talked about "stuff". It was like catching up with a really old friend.
Now ,when we were away from home, staying together, we got closer . I told you everything, even the stuff you never wanted to know because it made you uncomfortable. But that never bothered me. You never judged me for whatever I did. That's one of the many things I have learnt from you. I try...
You also taught me the true meaning of relationships. You've given so much love to everyone and asked for none in return. It just makes me realize how selfish I am. Everything you said came straight from your heart. You have no idea what a compliment or a hug from you meant to me. They were rare, very rare, but so very special. And you always encouraged me to push myself and do my best. I miss you when something good happens because I always want to share it with you.
And growing up with you, being together, being so close, being there for each other , means so much ! I couldn't have asked for a better childhood, for a better sibling , for a better friend.
And looking back on those days , I realize how much I love you. I still pray that you come back.
We never spoke much. Our conversations lasted a minute or two. I remember once in school you told me something and I went and told dad even though I wasn't supposed to. I guess after that we never talked much about ourselves. Being your nosy little sister it was my job to know the happenings of your life. I did snoop around at times. Every time I discovered something new, I'd feel so proud of myself .
But that day it was different. We talked about "stuff". It was like catching up with a really old friend.
Now ,when we were away from home, staying together, we got closer . I told you everything, even the stuff you never wanted to know because it made you uncomfortable. But that never bothered me. You never judged me for whatever I did. That's one of the many things I have learnt from you. I try...
You also taught me the true meaning of relationships. You've given so much love to everyone and asked for none in return. It just makes me realize how selfish I am. Everything you said came straight from your heart. You have no idea what a compliment or a hug from you meant to me. They were rare, very rare, but so very special. And you always encouraged me to push myself and do my best. I miss you when something good happens because I always want to share it with you.
And growing up with you, being together, being so close, being there for each other , means so much ! I couldn't have asked for a better childhood, for a better sibling , for a better friend.
And looking back on those days , I realize how much I love you. I still pray that you come back.
